Normally by this time on Friday, I'm exhausted and thankful for the quiet after my hubbie and kids are asleep. "FINALLY - some "me" time" and "It's about time they all leave me alone" are usually the thoughts that are running through my head -- I know it sounds terribly selfish doesn't it, but hey, it's the honest, straightforward truth. I think we all feel that way at some time or another, unfortunately I feel it more than some :-(
But --- not tonight. I'm just reflecting over the week and am truly grateful for my girls. Now, on the flip side, I'm also over-analyzing, trying to figure out what made this week so different, mostly so that I can re-create it!!
Monday was a tough day, someone else did the straight shooting to my daughter, but I think it got through. I've also been trying really hard to focus on how I react to situations, keeping in mind that I can't change a thing, except for my expectations and how I react. All in all, it's been a much better week. My oldest has been cheerful and loving and helpful with out grumbling. She even willingly and loudly (if you know her at all, then you know she's like a mouse with adults) told me she loved me tonight!! My youngest hasn't been as whiny as normal and she hasn't totally messed in her sister's life.
So, I'm very aware of the blessing my children are. I like this perspective on being in charge of my reaction (it makes me kids better behaved!!) Not really, but it kind of does too, you see, if I'm happier and spending more focused (that word being the kicker) time with them, then they usually react in a positive light and are better behaved!!
Now, if only Mommy can keep up the good behavior :-)
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