Okay, it's day five and it's getting harder and harder to remember that the reason I'm doing this is strictly because I want to better myself. I don't need recognition or appreciation (although it would make it easier) nor should I expect anyone else to be willing to change -- Again - I'm doing this for MYSELF!!
I think that's the biggest frustration of my life right now - I feel like whatever I do doesn't matter. No one else is willing to pick up after themselves and the girls look at me like I'm crazy when I expect them to. Or if I do break down and clean up, it just gets messy and looks the same again tomorrow.
Oh well, I'm committed to doing it....just will take lots of prayer and patience.
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