Hard to believe it's Friday - this week has gone super quick with doing nothing. H is still sick, coughing and sniffles. R is pretty content to do much of nothing! Which is great for me, I still don't feel back up to par.
Have had a decent week except for yesterday. Decided to do a little shopping - haven't had any new clothes in forever and thought this weekend activities were a great excuse :-) Unfortunately, I didn't stop to think that the "activities" included a funeral, not just the women's retreat. Absolutely nothing worked!! In fact I found myself ready to cry in the middle of the store. How do you find something to wear to a funeral for somebody that you didn't realize was still such a major part of your life. It's crazy, not having talked to this person for years and I do mean years, but yet, the love and memories of the fun together is still just as strong. My heart breaks, but I can only imagine the grief and pain those who know him best and longest are feeling. I can only let my heart ask for strength and peace for them. My voice just can't find the words.
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